Ripe

A tear will unroll  from my eye like a sleeping bag on a camping trip.  An emptiness will greet me
after certain work shifts on certain weeknights.

The emptiness ripens me to engage in social situations that do not highlight my better self. While  I am not confident that  I have the answer to changing..I search for it everyday

perhaps other people experience the same darkness..they are Far superior at not showcasing it.