Friday, January 30, 2015

All Out

I nearly made it... Standing with a woman, outside of the work, I disovled into tears ... The woman
asked me , the reason , I insisted I was fine ...

She responded: It is already starting to flow... You
might,as well,  let it all out ...

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Poking

My manager is rumored to be poking one of his employees
.... being on the fringes was a close ( enough) vantage point
to see the damage... One gossiped word at a time ... to the atmosphere

I saw the man and woman having a work conference... A sexually graphic song played in
the background .... It colored the visual


Unrequired


While I was eating food I prepared, I realized it is not required to eat
until I am full

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Me or You

I reconnected with a man I met a year ago... He said today,  what he said to a neighbor when I met him,

His verbalized feelings: " I want to grill some hamburgers and hot dogs"

Is it more a reflection about me to wonder why he could not accomplish what would seem to matter to him... within his reach ... Or an evaluation of his level of determination not to master a goal that appears to be such joy to him and his family

Has Not

Focusing on my mistakes has not only not decreased them ... It has flooded me with a fear that what is focused on may expand

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Needy One Legged People

I was talking to a one legged woman about shoes... Leave it to me..,
I reported that I, only, have four pairs of shoes... She responded, yeah me to...and I have to throw the
other half away

I verbally mused,  it is to bad that there is not a group
of needy one legged people for donation ...

She laughingly agreed