self exposure

People in clubs talk about why they perform.. as in what is about our personalities that expose ourselves to public disapproval .. I perform stand-up and write a blog..and depending on who I talk to.. talk about everything all the time .. I find life so hard.. I had a thought that maybe my different forms of expression is similar to showing your math homework to your parents to check for errors. maybe a reader or a a listener will catch something to ease the difficulties of my life.