Hibernate in my Successes

getting ready to perform stand up comedy was rooted in fear. Every aspect was terrifying and it made me physically sick. I would sit outside and smoke with an inability ..to the point of being a mummy..of making small talk with anyone.. I have lightened up..I hibernate in my successes and slough off my failures..Stand up can be fun now..I breath in the positive reaction that the crod gives me. it is silly what we do to ourselves