Harder Life

My choice-making makes my life harder..I make my life harder then it needs to be.. Everytime I fritter away money instead of save it..everytime I put unhealthy food in my mouth..everytime I call a person that has shown me less then respect.. I am making my life more difficult.. When I look back at this period in my life ..will my evaluation be different ..believing I should have given myself a break and praise myself for what I did do right..or confirm negative effects of my decisions..