I view life as a series of becomings and overcomings. Well right now I am overcoming the grief of a social change..not having the same closeness of certain friends that I once had. I am focused on not giving myself permission to grieve by sleeping more,exercising less,treading water in pools of Pepsi and or reinforcing bad relationships for a short diversion.
I am giving myself permission to feel every color of my adjusting process. I will learn overcome without it being at my expense.
milk n' pepsi is really just psycho babble for, left brain right brain... succumb and heal or 'depress', deny and let it come back later in some other form. meh, wtf, u only 'life' once, not like its real or anything.
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