maybe

The instability of the last decade is being displayed in my speech. I use the words maybe and perhaps in my everyday conversations. I was just informed by "my daily
call" that I end our multiple daily conversations with "perhaps we will talk again"

The conversational change is maybe a subliminal affect of finding a close relative on the
floor in reaction to a bursting of a brain aneurysm. I see the picture of him on the floor
when my head hits the pillow at night.

We do not always know how life's randoms events will affect us. I honestly did not know I was ending
my phone calls this way until my "daily call" told me.