Raw Reaction Emerged

I have more surprise then understanding of my reaction to last night's occurrence...

A man and I have been seeing other...including a physical relationship....I thought I felt worthy of the companionship.... I feel equal in value, in the relationship, when with or without him...

Then I had this reaction happened and the self loathing that I thought I had purged emerged....



A woman enquired if I was with this particular man....even though  I was ...My raw reaction was shock that a person would ever think a man would be with me... " Like that would ever happen"

"A man being attracted to me"