A Final Night

More then once in my life, I have talked to people, close to me, a final time and did not know it was going to be a final time.

There is a man that is worthy of being faded out of my life.   I dig the guy yet feel he may not be the best fit for me.

I want to see him one last time and soak up the moments ....be less casual and resistant ...be more open to what is suggested...

The thought plagues me, am I fooling myself and will it only wet more of my appetite for him