Clocking Out

I have a purpose for my drinking. A list of reasons that are as fluid as my method for escaping them. I had to deal with a difficult personality...I am sick of being in pain....I have not slept in three days and the alcohol will enable me to sleep The excuses paper-mache my true purpose. The real purpose is that I want to clock out from my reality..or as I used to tell a friend.."take the corners off"