Black and in his Twenties

I spend time with a black man in his twenties.   When I describe our convos with my closest friend ... She expresses surprise with  what a sharp minded contributor he is ... I am not

A Final Night

More then once in my life, I have talked to people, close to me, a final time and did not know it was going to be a final time.

There is a man that is worthy of being faded out of my life.   I dig the guy yet feel he may not be the best fit for me.

I want to see him one last time and soak up the moments ....be less casual and resistant ...be more open to what is suggested...

The thought plagues me, am I fooling myself and will it only wet more of my appetite for him

Social Choice

I have been  negotiating with the Universe to spread my dating  wings.   I got a text from a man from my past.   It felt out of the blue....perhaps it is reinforcement of the power of intention...

We talked and laughed on the phone. Our emotional atmosphere had the comfort of sharing a  history...

Talking him reminded me of  social choice...a choice we all have and share....

Most Natural Selves

I have been  seeing a man for over a  month.    He will refer to me as hot when I am at my most authentic

I do not view this as random or accidental timing ....I think we are the most appealing when we are being our most natural selves....

Pancakes

When my boyfriend and I engage in hanky panky....  he will place  his hands on my milk makers....it feels like he is trying to flatten them into pancakes which always makes me wonder if he is craving pancakes....everything, for me, has a connection with food....

The question always rumbles around in my head, "maybe we should pause our grand slam and run to Dennys for their grand slam"

ME

When I went to the store between work and returning to my ghetto pad...I would text, a specific gent,

to seek any food requests.  

I was looking for a person to consider when I already have one...ME

Peaceful Performance

I performed on stage.  I did not elicit guffaws yet was liked by the crowd.   The key reaction was that I was relaxed.

People are attracted and calmed by people that appear that appear to be comfortable in their skin....at peace...