Twenties in my Forties

I am experiencing my twenties in my forties.    first dates....only dates...experimentation...a new layer of self respect that weeds out continuing to  practice  forms of experimentation

Experiencing my first "break- up" has been a part of the education.   I ended my relationship with the
"STALLION" ...I will go from the embodiment of being at peace with the decision...only seeing the benefits....then I will be out on my nightly walk and bales of grief will hit me...

The grief has been the origin of a renewed compassion and admiration for people that  are enduring and functioning through divorces or other major life style changes