Knee-Jerk Reaction

I am in my first male/female relationship.   The relationship has sprung up a new campus of self- education.

A key discovery was my continuum of  certain knee-jerk reactions.   While engaging in a sex life with a boyfriend...I would think or say, no-one would have any sexual interest in me...."it is just not
possible"

Even though the man involved has told me he loved me, I told a close friend that, a man would not love me...

Awareness starts change