Cursing Insomnia

I will be struggling during certain parts of my day...on the mornings when I  am slow to start the day..walking back to an empty apartment..when I need a cure from insomnia

I reach out to people that have said bad things to me.  When I am doing it..I think I know I should care that my behavior is self-destructive..alternatively, I feel relieved to have gotten through  my
rough patch with the diversion of human interaction.

Conversation conclusions are usually completed with a prayer to the heavens for it to be temporary