Monday, November 25, 2013

Vices

I frequently think of how my savings account balance would differ if I was putting the costs of my vices into the bank instead of costing my body My vices is how I get through what is uncomfortable about my life and I can not imagine anything more uncomfortable then being without them

His Loverly Moments

I saw a relative in the Fall. Seeing him informed me of his shredding physical health. In the past, I would wallow in his shattered brain use while swallowing numbing substances. My reaction has changed. I offered help with a virgin level of acceptance. "It is what it is" was my attitude while I pocketed his loverly moments.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Breath Mint

Reading in a public place. A semi-stranger sidled next to me and suggested that I spend the night at his apartment. He concluded by offering me a breath mint.

WHAT UP?

I moved to the east coast in April. My pant and bra size have decreased by two sizes between April and October..all my clothes are baggy.. I step onto the scale..I have gained 20 pounds...WHAT UP?

"Not the Pretty One"

I was considered "not the pretty one" of the three girls in my family. The classification forced me to lead with my personality. I learned how to talk to people..to almost anyone..custom fitting my words based on what I was able to observe of the listener. I,also, learned how to be alone. Traveling and attending flicks singularly. And I do not know if I would have discovered the contribution books have given to my life..if not had my looks been labeled. There are many days that I am grateful to have been given the title: "Not the pretty one"

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Being Irish

I am Irish and very fair. I,once, got a sunburn from an Ipad..

Unquiet

I checked in with a man from my past. He is aproaching his 2nd year with his girlfriend. Searching for a reason why I was not selected, I asked him: ME: Is she quiet when you are quiet? HIM: NO,she is not I ended the convo by stating that I could have been unquiet...