Monday, November 25, 2013
Vices
I frequently think of how my savings account balance would differ if I was putting the costs of my vices into the bank instead of costing my body
My vices is how I get through what is uncomfortable about my life
and I can not imagine anything more uncomfortable then being without them
His Loverly Moments
I saw a relative in the Fall. Seeing him informed me of his shredding physical health. In the past, I would wallow in his shattered brain use while swallowing
numbing substances.
My reaction has changed. I offered help with a virgin level of acceptance.
"It is what it is" was my attitude while I pocketed his loverly moments.
Sunday, November 24, 2013
Breath Mint
Reading in a public place. A semi-stranger sidled next to me and suggested that I spend the night at his apartment.
He concluded by offering me a breath mint.
WHAT UP?
I moved to the east coast in April. My pant and bra size have decreased by two sizes between April and October..all my clothes are baggy..
I step onto the scale..I have gained 20 pounds...WHAT UP?
"Not the Pretty One"
I was considered "not the pretty one" of the three girls in my family. The classification forced me to lead with my personality. I learned how to talk to people..to almost anyone..custom fitting my words based on what I was able to observe
of the listener.
I,also, learned how to be alone. Traveling and attending flicks singularly. And I do not know if I would have discovered the contribution books have given to my life..if not had my looks been labeled.
There are many days that I am grateful to have been given the title:
"Not the pretty one"
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Unquiet
I checked in with a man from my past. He is aproaching his 2nd year with his girlfriend. Searching for a reason why I was not selected, I asked him:
ME: Is she quiet when you are quiet?
HIM: NO,she is not
I ended the convo by stating that I could have been unquiet...
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