A red dress represented how my mother wanted me to look. Every time I looked at the hanging
dress,I thought of how my mother craved a different version of me.
The dress survived three moves. It's raw silk classic style always prevented the release of it and a clear smock of sadness along with it.
Last night, I gave the dress away..it seemed like alot of pressure to put on a dress
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Backpack
Walking into the classroom with a backpack of reactions to comments undervaluing me
clogs my communication. When talking to the kids, I am talking to a younger self.
Being in the 1970's and 1980's while conversing in 2012 has made me to weary. The
wordiness of trying to establish a just environment while trying to heal my felt injustices is interfering with the natural flow of the classroom.
backpack may still remain..it is starting to shrink though
clogs my communication. When talking to the kids, I am talking to a younger self.
Being in the 1970's and 1980's while conversing in 2012 has made me to weary. The
wordiness of trying to establish a just environment while trying to heal my felt injustices is interfering with the natural flow of the classroom.
backpack may still remain..it is starting to shrink though
Grief
I am realizing that I am in a grief period. My friends tell me to move on. How is not clear.
Business and time will prove to be an effective aloe.
Business and time will prove to be an effective aloe.
Monday, March 26, 2012
"Inbetween"
I asked a six year old how she was feeling,she replied "inbetween". I asked her what she meant. She said "not quite happy,not quite sad"
I love that. I will use it.
I love that. I will use it.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Haitual People
The removal of certain people may lead to the removal of certain habits. It can happen so naturally.
Overspending..overeating..drinking..lateness..not eating..cutting...verbal put downs...
may stop because ejecting the source of anxiety may stop the drive to use habits to
band-aid it.
Overspending..overeating..drinking..lateness..not eating..cutting...verbal put downs...
may stop because ejecting the source of anxiety may stop the drive to use habits to
band-aid it.
Submarine
I have spent my minutes asking the universe about purpose. What was the purpose of meeting him? what was the purpose of feeling so close and accepted. What is the purpose of his moving on before me?
Roaming a gourmet market..it clicked..meeting and uniting was a submarine of friendship.
I will always have known him in a specific time and space..perhaps a space as limited
as a submarine..in the ocean of life
Onto to navigating in other areas of Marine life
Roaming a gourmet market..it clicked..meeting and uniting was a submarine of friendship.
I will always have known him in a specific time and space..perhaps a space as limited
as a submarine..in the ocean of life
Onto to navigating in other areas of Marine life
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Within Our Abilities
He addressed a fear by empowering me with a compliment. Compliments are an act that makes our individual lives better..it is free..within all of our abilities ...
DO IT!
DO IT!
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