Golden Elephant

I was whipping through a plus size rack of  cotton t-shirts. Acting fast and pessimistly, I discover an oatmeal colored cotton t-shirt with a gold elephant on the front...,

Interesting choice

Certain Dispositions

I am working in den of  dusk level darkness... I craft a neutrally worded sentence... and it will boomerang in a negative assumption of my behavior...

It makes me wonder if places attract certain dispositions ...

Even Those We Have not Met

I interacted with a manager regarding the crushing of
my instinct.., by a handful of supervisors ...

He appeared dismayed... He partnered his disappointment with the verbalized thought:

"That reminds me, I need to remind people to not
go against their instincts"

We are effecting people we have not met

Big Girl

The deli man loudly greeted me: "want to make u
happy, Big Girl"

Somehow I do not feel celebrated

Looking Up

I can be gripped by first impressions and people's response to them

It was perfect timing... The elevator doors opened when  I approached ... A man's eyewear caught
my eyes... Admiring them generated my frequently under-stated smile...,

He looked up as if he sensed it and smiled back

Eternal Anger

I am becoming more aware of my eternal anger.  It began to display it self to me when I became to ready to snap at a woman when she started to advise instead of sympathize with one of my stories

My theory for lessening the anger is to ride the wave, notice my reaction after being with someone and do not let  it be an excuse to mistreat  myself or others

Nail Techician

My posture personified my work place tensions. I splurged for a manicure..., the nail technician massaged my arms...

I began to cry... It felt like the more her fingers put pressure on my pores the more my grief was being
released through them