Monday, June 29, 2015

Lost and Found

I have left my home with the  specific purpose of being "Found"..,  
being found by the one person that will pull together, all, my life's loose ends...

 I longer have this goal, when I go out, because I no longer feel lost

Sunday, June 28, 2015

In seven Minutes


My turning around in the soup isle, at " my market", put me face to face with a well- groomed
customer.., perfect shade of lipstick., commanding eye-wear.., naturally coiffed hair

I exclaimed: "your make-up is skillfully applied"
Her: "Oh, this took 7 minutes"

How can we , all, improve our lives seven minutes a day.

Calling a cheerleading friend.... Throwing  one thing away..,, reading a few pages in newly started book



Friday, June 26, 2015

"I am Fifty"


A woman informed me that while she views me as a kind, comforting person ..., when she ( first) met me, she thought I said outrageous things...

This is a woman that asked me if I was still getting my period, the previous day

Perhaps I should start coloring my hair

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Band-Aid Love

In the past, I would always respond to an ex-boy friend's calls.   I did not want to  release our bond or eliminate the sexual option from my back burner...

Then I had a moment of clarity...,    When I continue to open the door for an
ex-lover ... I am continuing to shut the door on a long term ( over all) satisfying
 relationship

Uncompromised

A woman and I were taking a class together..., we had only exchanged pleasantries until one
day when we sat together...

Woman: u do not have kids..

Me: how would u know that?

Woman: because your whole being feels uncompromised

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Scampering Off


I find , with certain people, that once I am done  purging details of my most recent dramatic development....


and they start to talk about themselves ..,, I can not even fake interest ... and scamper off the phone
as quickly as I can 

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Treasured


A woman and I discuss her "romantic" relationship.... She tells stories that...if true..,seem capable of 
crushing the human spirit...

The hearing of stories has proven to be an unintentional motivator to work towards relationships of a highest level 

People  that treasure me