Back Seat

In my twenties, I would fantasize about getting it on with a guy, in the backseat, of a yellow car
while it is in motion..

In my forties, I would be concerned about getting a pinched nerve

Ordering Sexual Positions?

Standing in line "at my Starbucks", I heard a man order a sumatra..isn't that a sexual position?

Maybe I should rethink my view of their level of customer service?

Suzy Q

A recent phone conversation with my "daily call"

Rebecca: Suzy Q scolded me..her tone of made me bristle

Daily Call: I do not know what to say to you...this woman has shown she does not give a shit about you

Rebecca: yes, Iam sorry to have put you through that..

"No, Really"

I engaged in a conversation with a gentleman caller

Rebecca: I am quite entertaining and appealing..!

Guy: I know..(said in a determined manner)

Rebecca: No, really I am

Ripe

A tear will unroll  from my eye like a sleeping bag on a camping trip.  An emptiness will greet me
after certain work shifts on certain weeknights.

The emptiness ripens me to engage in social situations that do not highlight my better self. While  I am not confident that  I have the answer to changing..I search for it everyday

perhaps other people experience the same darkness..they are Far superior at not showcasing it.

Took to my Leg

I made the bold confident choice of  trying on a pair of jeans.  Not clear on sizing, I grabbed a pair from the clearance rack..I tried them on..wrong size..wrong choice..

The jean pant leg took to my leg like the wrap that nurse applies to your arm when she is taking your
blood pressure..a few moments of panic occurred as I peeled them off

Using Me

A man said in so many words that he was using me to meet one of my friends.  I wanted him to be MY friend..he always had a refreshing outlook on life..really interesting guy

That night, I greeted my bed with tears..then I stopped..he told me nobody is worth crying over..