"it is what it is"

Intellectually, I will take the approach of "it is what it is"...Knowing that once I completed everything I could towards the completion in the garnering of a certain result...it was time to release it..

Physically, I loose my breath..the back of my eyes are pressured by a rush of tears or my stomach tightens

I do not know when my physical existence will unite with my emotional existence..

"it is what it is"

Sum of our Parts

I was talking to a new guy.  He is in accounting.  We were discussing a blind meeting.  I told him
when came together to generate interesting conversation..we would be the sum of our parts

He responded by assuring me that I do not have to figure into our conversations math analogies..

No, I kind of do..

"ATTA GIRL"

Last Night, I talked to a man on the phone.  Whenever he liked my suggested placement of his hands.

He would say, "ATTA GIRL"

Learning from #2

I have started to replay my voice mails before I send them to my friends.  It has been a grand learning
experience..When I complete my message..I press the #2 to hear my words firsthand from my mouth..

It has been an eye-opener..I have learned that I do not say "like"or "MMMM"   nearly as much as I feared..I,now, have a new understanding of the effects of my voice and cadence...

living and learning about myself in clear and simple ways

Sexually Frozen

Talking on the phone with a close girlfriend  about  a potentially filling dance card.. specifically regarding an upcoming blind-date..I expressed the thought that I could be sexually frozen..

My experiences with men are not within miles of  the Fenway's home plate of my friend's histories

She assured me that I may not be a lone in that feeling.. that is why she is my daily call

Protein Shake?

Last week, I wanted to eat everything I could see..this week, I have raw hunger without an appetite..

I want to honor my body's needs..I do not want to engage in feelings of deprivation

Is a smoothie or a protein shake the most viable choice

Walking in Gratitude

I always knew what I did not want the purpose of my blog to be...This week I was colored with a fresh realization of  my goals for this blog...

I desire the ripple effect of my written words to be a lessening of  self dislike..beating ourselves up..
a feeling bad of ourselves..

MYSELF INCLUDED...if one reader acquired a more positive perspective of themselves or their behaviors
as result of reading  my stories I would walk in gratitude