To Many Gifts

A man asked me out for an Italian meal.  When I followed up, he announced that he did not care either way.

I have to many gifts to spend time with a person that does not care if he in is my company.

Swerving Dervish

A male co-worker's compliments of my appearance would drift into our nearly daily conversations.
Being weak, I briefed the development to a friend.  My initial report quickly swepted me into a swerving  dervish of dialogue coaching sessions..at one point, she offered to texted me lines to weave into my interactions with the man of the hour..

Fearing fear would stop me from a potentially life changing experience..I charged ahead.. only to discover that liking me was not even in the back of his mind..

Sitting in the quiet..with the coaching sessions a memory..I wondered if I even liked him

Wild Trip?

While I was participating in a job interview, I was asked what my wildest trip was..he described camping in the Grand Tetons..

I don't know..a lesbian bar in Boston

Package Deal

A smoothie of a gent confirmed the prettiness of my lips.  I chatted up the social development
with a guy in my social circle.

Verbally wondering why the smoothie wouldn't make it a package deal and include my outstanding
eyes.

His social commentary was, "Guys  just are  not that deep"

Bombing?

I can be conflicted about asking  people to be in the audience when I perform comedy. Fearing a bad performance..resulting in feeling really BAD that people took the time to see me ... Then a friend
pointed out..it is not all about the laughter it is also about the fact that you get up on stage and TRY!


Life is about perspective

"Begging for Attention"

A good friend gave me an eye-opener today.  She asserted that  contacting people that
do not recognize me is "begging for attention"..

A new way to consider a behavior may be a new opportunity for change..

Half-deaf

A friend has proven to be a dream of a traveling companion. I was anxious that my sleep pattern would keep her awake. 

Then I realized she was half deaf, my friend may not have heard a peep..