personality blueprint

A male friend re-entered my life. Even though their backgrounds and surface qualities are diverse, my friend has a striking similarity to my father..I mean down to the same morning routine and phrasing. The identification has placed me at an emotional crossroads. Do I maintain a relationship with a built in answer key or spread my wings with a completely new type of friend? time will reveal the answer

marketting for power

I am standing in the check-out line while holding chicken. I eat a stunning amount of chicken but that is another story. While claiming my protein of the evening, I have begun to claim a more advanced place in line...simply by asking to go ahead of any shopper with a fuller cart
Enter the market for chicken. Exit with empowerment

funk

This happens in the summer::
I get into a funk, reliving human discomfort both by my hands and others. I believe it is okay to feel all ways negative, it is not to blame anyone for my emotional swamp.
I am not a lone in feeling this way, I am open to read your solutions.

wrong focus

Sitting in a darkened cinema, absorbed by my escort. Showing my investment by whispering in his ear that he is better looking then the featured actor while caressing his thigh. Reversing the focus onto me was the reaction to realizing my admiration was not returned.

blindly

I used to blindly engage in dialogues of all lengths and forms, returning calls,texts and emails to people that were not a good fit for my tribe. It is now the time to pause and declare it was their decision to contact me and it is my decision whether to reinforce it.

bacon

The band was playing, I was cutting a mean rug. Got a ride from a boy in the crowd. Awoken by a girlfriend asking if I got lucky. Aww,yeah, he treated me to bacon and eggs.

going out

There are those moments, right before getting into the shower to get ready to go out when you start to talk yourself out of it. staying in saves money, dress may not fit, are those the right shoes? Extracting the splinters of doubt, I got ready and left my apartment. It turned out to be one of the most pivotal nights of my life. Leaving home can change your life.